Proud, I did it!

Hey, how are you guys doing?
I hope you all is OKEY :)

I have had an realy excited day today, We had a clastour today, I and My friends at school was togheter and the walk take about 4 hours both ways....... It was a really hard walk but Im so glad I chose to be with. But otherwise My pain was very bad and now I Cant go If i Try I just fall.

My asthma was also not at it best, i coughing and hard of breathing all the tour. And when I came home i had an little attack, tried to breath but I dont Get to it,Coughing, tightness in My chest, Dont Get to breath in, but Im glad the attack wasnt so big as it use to

-Lives for today and hopes for tomorrow.

I can hardly breathe

I can hardly breathe .. It's so tiring and hard, it felt as if I've smoked in my life pour .. When I would take my asthma medicine I struggled when I was going to blow out as the .. just hissed and was rattling in the chest, began to cough to I had pain in the chest .. I have promised myself to clean up my room clean, remove small items and clothing maybe I'll sleep better then? I also promises to be a lot better with my medicine .. But I foal that does not help enough, maybe I'm doing wrong? No, not now now I have to become so good!. My joints are still just as bad is crazy! ..

I give up, I cry I`m sorry..

I give up, I cry I`m sorry..
everything I do is wrong, no one understands, everything
in my life all about waiting. I`m just so tired of living.


 I cant do all this at my own.
 I can stay strong, but not stronger
 then I am.
 Thinking of every child whos go thruth
 this dirty game.
    The pain
    The low
    That thuff takes
    laught but lies.